You know that feeling...

You know that feeling like your forgetting something? Or maybe guilt? Or anxious about something? That feeling in your stomach you can't shake but feels like it's eating at u. I have that. Had it since yesterday. Maybe it's because I'm becoming a grown up and realizing certain things will always be what they are no matter how much I don't like them and can't change them. Cryptic? Nobody reads this shit anyway.
Anyway, so it's been a pretty slow day, knock on wood. It started off looking like it was gonna be hell, but it's 10pm and I'm on my third call of the day. Finally relaxing work day! Watched one and a half games of football, I napped during the second half of Auburn. Had a stress dream while I napped.
Dreamed it was Tuesday and we were leaving for a cruise Wednesday, but I was at work, and hadn't packed at all, and hadn't figured out what Oli was gonna do, ad te husband wasn't being helpful at all. So I kept waking up, inception style where I wasn't actually awake ah! Just a mess. What does it mean?! The pit has felt bigger since then too. Really annoying. Maybe I need to be on medication.

I'm in the middle of transporting a patient right now, you can tell how critical it was that he be transported by ambulance too right? Fucking annoying. Actually he has no legs, he is torso, head, and arms. Like a sack of potatoes. And he's sitting straight up. Wouldn't it be hilarious of he fell over? I laugh, but if it happened, I'd probably be in trouble.

That is all for now.

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